May Day.... or Mayday ? I will wait ...think and Remember .

It is May 1st 09, So far I have no news to give , Ive phoned Deb again today, left a message on her voice mail .I hope someone will get in touch.Not knowing how Deb is or Where Deb is ....Its hard not to be concerned. Im still doing my little bit of fund raising in UK. Its not alot but I have to do something. Ive added some Auction Items but dont think anything will come of it, Playful,s mum has sent some Items ,Ive added those too, Thankyou Playful . I guess if anyone is interested in anything there,,if an Auction dosnt take place maybe you could just make an offer ? It dosnt matter if you cant...Im not expecting anything to come of it so not going to be disapointed . I know not many come here but Im going to keep this Dream Makers Blog going,,in Honor of Deb.The Dream Makers and my own Memories of a Dream that Came True...

I do intend to go back to see Debbie,,,I just need to here from her or her family first.I need to do this return visit with lots of careful planning as I wont have the help I had for the Dream Visit in December. I know I can ask for help in making my plans but also know people are very busy and need their own time too. I know I may have to think about hire car when I do get back to Florida .GULP...can those Big Roads cope with a BRIT !!!!!!!! Maybe Florida could close for my Visit duration ? That way Id be safe on those Big roads ..grins. Please , can I ask you to keep Deb in your thoughts ...I will write to Deb and her Family and ask how Deb is... Maybe Debbie has managed to reach California ...I just dont know...wish I had some news to share ...Til I do, all I can do is wait,,,I dont like waiting when I know time is not on Debs side . ....I just pray Deb is ok as can be ...and her Family are all ok ,

Ive got to slow down,Dr,s Orders,,but those who know me,will know I dont do Slow,,very well. My mind has no Slow gear,,,It drives forwards , working and thinking, My body might slow a bit but not my thoughts ....They are as fast as ever ...My mind has so much going through it..Slow down ? I dont know how to...I am trying... but its hard,,I feel " lazy" if Im not active...I hope I have some News soon. Hugs n Purrs for today

Blue Hills , Distant Horizons

Ive just again tried to phone Debbie but no answer. I hope it is just a case of her phone being switched off .I have phoned the Hospital in Orlando that Debbie was in when I was over there .The lady on reception said Deb isnt there.She put me through to another Lady who did a search /scan of 7 Hospitals in the area.Deb isnt in any of those so maybe Deb is back home resting .I hate being so far away.Not knowing where or how Deb is .

Im still doing my own little bit of fund raising.Ok I havnt got much ,just £27.00 but its a start. I wont give up ,Friends are for Life not just for Christmas .

I hope Deb has managed to contact those addresses that Joy posted (and I emailed ) Donna gave them to forward to Deb as they may help her get to California.Time isnt on Deb,s side.She NEEDS to get to see this Dr in California asap.

I know the flowers gave Deb a smile.Im glad of that..

My mind keeps wandering and Im finding myself once again wanting to go back to see Deb.I know I must wait..but Im me , Im needing to do something ,anything, I know my money is best (at this moment ) put into my fund raising .If I knew how things were I could think about this more. I promised I would be back.I know I will, its a case of when.Now would be a good time but I must wait.I will check Scruffy,s diary to see if a new entry has been added. Ive posted a card today. I wish I could hand deliver it ,or maybe hide inside the Envolope ..I will post more news as I hear it. The Dream is Still alive. A new Chapter is being read...pages being turned...............

Debbie is back in Hospital

Debbie is back in Hospital.Iam praying Deb can hang on and get to see the Dr in California asap.This Dr might be able to help Debbie. Please keep her in your thoughts.I will update this as soon as I hear more news. I know this news isnt good.I am going to phone the Hospital tomorrow before I try to phone Debbie as I dont want to disturb Deb if she is sleeping as when she is asleep she is out of pain.Debbie is in my thoughts, Debbie is such a strong Lady , I admire here greatly.Her strengh gives me Hope and Faith . Keep that Spirit High Deb.Keep up the Fight. We are by your side .

The Powers of a Pond . 28th March 2009

Today Debbie posted in Scruffy,s Diary about her illness and this chance she has been given...I know it comes with a Price Tag...but I dont as yet know how much.I am doing my own bit of Fund Raising in UK to help towards this Price Tag.Im not sure if anyone can help but I am doing whatever I can to help Debbie get to California from my side of the "Pond" .Im doing some Raffles , Trying to get a car boot sale done.(thats like a Garage Sale ) Debbie has the offer of accomodation when in California ,As yet I dont know where Deb needs to be.but I am passing on any info to that very kind Lady,s offer. I know Debbie has been given another Boost but I also know how ill Deb is.Time is vital now.My heart is so desperate to help Debbie.I cant let money come between the chance of Life ,.....and death. I wish time was on Debs side as I have some money comming my way but not til around September. I could have sent that towards the costs of this .Ohh how I wish I had Joy,s Pond infront of me right now.I can feel Joy,s Pond ..Strange as that may sound..I really can "feel" its powers.Its like a Guardian Angel...a Spirit watching over me.Giving me a sense of Calm.That pond has to be seen ",breathed in " to understand its depth . Joy, you have an Angel there.A Spirit.That Spirit is Good. Im in need of a Deep Breath ,I will look at the photo, It still passes its Energy to me from the Photo. The Powers of a Pond are deep .Strong and surrounding this Dream with calm comforting warmth.

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This is Scruffy,s Diary Entry ,posted today.

My mommie is 48 years old and has raised 6 children, 3 boys and 3 girls. Her baby is 26 and pregnant. (mommie is praying to be here for the birth of this baby) Recently my mom was diagnoised with mesothelioma. A cancer that fast growing,and swift to kiill. My mom has been given less than 6 months. She has however found a treatment that could give her over 5 years. she has insurance but there is still large copays and flight payments since she will have to fly from Florida to California for the treatment. Anyone that could help with even a few bucks we would be so thankful. My mom helped her father who passed away with the same cancer and she is very scared. It is a horrible death and the person is left to suffocate as an outcome. She is begging for your help. This treatment has been approved in many surgeries and many cancers including hers. It has given many years instead of months to the people that have been lucky enough to have the treatment. So im askng to please help us. You can send help to ( address edited for security reasons....any donations can be sent via paypal to alfiechinacat@yahoo.co.uk All donations will be forwarded to Debbie.End of Editing ) . We PROMISE not to use the money except for our trips to California for treatment. She will need to go 2 times tat we are sure of right now. She has a lymphnode with cancer laying close to her liver and he wants to get that ASAP. It causes her alot of pain. The tumor itself is hugh and he hopes to get 80% of that in his first surgery. Theres never been a surgery to help meso before. This is a truly life saving event. PLEASE help my mommie stay around longer than her daddy did.he only made 7 months. Help give my mommie more years than months. Again the adress is above. What ever money is left will be given to a group leader to help another person searching for help. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING. LUV SCRUFFY AND FAMILY
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A New Page turns in This Chapter. .We Believe in Miracles ...March 27th 09

Today I had some Flowers sent to Debbie..They should get Delivered tomorrow.I could never have imagined my timing with this would be So Spot On. I phoned Debbie tonight, She told me of how she had been rushed into Hospital with severe chest pains.She came home yesterday .Debbie told me about a Chance she has been given..A Dr inCalifornia has accepted Debbie as his patient.He is sure he can help Debbie and give her maybe up to 8 more years with her family.As soon as Debbie Posts I will have more info.We understand this will be expensive,Deb is trying to fund raise . I will do what ever I can to help too.This is a Chance that Debbie cant let slip by.

I am so very glad Deb has something to focus on .This Dream is Alive again.Miracles Do happen. Can this be Debbies Miracle ? I am praying that it is. I know nothing is certain but its a step forwards. Debbie has Hope .Debbie will fight for this ,I know she will .Im fighting too,Im going to help Debbie as much as I can to get to California to see this Dr. Dreams ,Miracles, we just need Faithe and Hope.Im sure we Have that too.Im Smiling BIG Smiles .Praying for this Miracle.Praying Debbie will see her new Grandchild be born.

Amazing Grace, The New Chapter .

The New Chapter, page 2
16th March 2009


This Photo shows where my Mind is ,Even though now Im looking at a Photo of Joy,s Pond I still feel the depth of its Powers.Look deep, Breathe it in...can you feel it too ?

Hello Dream Makers...

Today I think This is quite appropriate...Debbie is in my Thoughts... Im making some arrangements and plans for a return visit to see Debbie.

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I thought this Video says it all.......

http://link.brightcove.com/services/link/bcpid271552717/bctid1913313052

A New Chapter unfolds.....

Lots of things have happened since my return to the UK . A New Chapter Unfolds.......

Ive talked with Debbie since my return to UK.She has had good days and bad. My last talk ,a few days ago...found Debbie feeling good. She was between Chemo sessions and sounded really good. We talked and Deb told me about her Shopping trip. Im glad she could get to go outfor a short while.I know it tired her out but She did enjoy the "outing" and that has got to be Good.

Debbie has recieved many cards and gifts from The Dream Makers.You. They have helped to cheer Debbie up so much. She really enjoys them and the photos of your cats too. Thankyou ALL so much .

I hold my memories of this DreamVisit to meet Debbie very close to my heart. Not a day goes by without thinking of Debbie. She is in my thoughts and Prayers. A friend I will treasure always. Im putting together a parcel to send over to Debbie. I will include All Our Purrs and Prayers in it .

Scruffy and Alfie have talked together in Pm too since my return home. Alfie and Scruffy are "old Friends" on Catster.

Turning the next page soon.......Hugs Lyn